Low low low

It is that empty hollow feeling...creeping up on me....

Boss is home.. she took a half day...other (so called) senior guys are also off....

some part of me tells me..........don't do anything............
And what am i doing??? ....well..........nothing..

But hold on....surprise surprise surprise.......
Instead of being happy about being idle.....i am getting restless...
"doing nothing" is worse than "doing a lot of work".....
Its a very bad state....an empty head...nothing to do....its scary.........

This seems like the catch 22 of life....
When one has a lot of work...one yearns for idle time
and when one is idle........one gets restless for work.....